Deep within me, life's crawling and wasting my days...

...another night gone and I know there will be another way. I'm leading myself to be free in this eternal goodbye...

It's just one of those days today.

Hello, Hello...

...I don't know why you say goodbye, I say hello... 

So, where to begin, my newest blogging adventure. I used Xanga for a pretty long time but therein lies the ghost of my former self. A pissed off, sad, hurting, mostly teenage not-so thinly veiled version of who I used to be. I've decided now, entering this new phase in my life I'll make a clean break, something I haven't done for a long time. So, here we go.

I'll start by telling you - and any potential readers - a bit about myself . As of today August 3, 2011 I am 22 years old. I was born and raised in The Home of The Brave also known as Brooklyn, New York in a neighborhood called Bushwick - or as the hipsters who have seem to have taken over call it - East Williamsburg. But we won't count anything hipsters say, as hipsters are known to not have a soul because they sold it for an iPhone and a Mac Book Air.

I was born on December 27, 1988 and was the 5th and last child of my mother Carol and father Charles. My dad actually named me Cherish Carol Robinson, as a sort of declaration of his love to my mother, which not only makes me a walking talking trophy signifying that the did the nasty somewhere near my mothers birthday BUT also a walking talking billboard for their love. I have 3 older sisters and 2 older brothers, one of which I just found out I had last year around this time. But we'll save that for another day.

I have a fiance named Rico, that I've been seeing for almost 4 1/2 years. Our love story is cute and I will grace you with an entry soon enough. Let's just say that he literally had me at hello :) I live with my mom but that is soon to change. My fiance is enlisting in the United States Marine Corps, I am scared and excited at the opportunities afforded to us.

I am a QUITE liberal as you will come to find, I am also an Atheist - teetering on militant. I love cats and dogs yet in a cruel twist I am allergic to both! But I still plan on getting a few of each they are too adorable not to.

I love 80s and 90s music. The last 10 years or so have been a pretty bad time in music in my opinion. I want to be some sort of social worker and am working, albeit slowly, toward my degree in law and sociology. We'll see where I end up, won't we?

That's all I have to write today though. Until then...